Neue Entwicklungen bezüglich der „gefährlichen Körperverletzung“? …
Sehr geehrte Frau Berchtold/officers of the Police Department in Pforzheim/German government/dear all:
You expressly asked me not to send more email messages, but even though I have been working hard at not being distracted by nonsense, just keeping my mind focused on my work, there are “new developments” which I think warrant the attention of the police. Also, due to Corona-Virus related regulations, communicating via email is officially encouraged. I hope they won’t, once again, restrain me and, since I will not cooperate in any way, hang me from my balls and put me in a NATO fighter jet over the Atlantic all the way back to the U.S. because of this email/my opinion. Also, you do speak English, so my message should no be disrespectful in that sense either.
Thank you for being a responsible, decent police officer. I received mail from the courts letting me know that they had „eingestellt“ (institutionally consider it closed/archived?) the case. At the very least it doesn’t seem to have tarnished my „Führungszeugnis“ (certificate of conduct) which could have detrimentally influenced my teaching registry.
Unfortunately, V-Leute continue to harass me. They have not only harassed me on the streets, even stood at the door of the Diakonie and gone in with me, giving me dirty looks whenever they had a chance to do so (which, of course, my Beraters have noticed. I actually wondered why they have let them in. Did they have an appointment?). They have also turned the places I must frequent, like clinics and the Kaufland and ALDI store in Eutingen, into V-Zirkus venues. Deamonizing you, by telling every one who relates to you, that you are some crazy dude that needs to be watched, is also on their agenda. So, since I have absolutely nothing to hide in any way, what I do is letting everyone around me know that they are just spreading crazy rumors about me and they are the government, so it is impossible for me, as an individual, to keep up with their bs. I must do it in the most economical way I can.
Once, as I worked on my computer at the public library, a V-man said to another one within an ear shot (apparently forgetting that I speak German or not caring about it): “Ach, that guy is not a terrorist or any of that!”. Later I noticed that sending V-Leute my way doesn’t seem to be enough. They actually used library officers to give me sh!t, as well. I lost my job as a tutor. In fact, I was amazed that I had kept it for that long after the city had told my employer “not to count on me for their future projects”. They have kept me in their email loop and encouraged me to keep checking into Vertretung chances for the moment, but my phone was bricked (I think by technicians who owned their networks) and I didn’t have a way to check my email anyway. I have kept offering my skills even for free to the city. Last time I did was through Frau Einsiedler who initially was enthusiastic about it, but next time she saw me (people tend to come out cell phone in hand when I walk by) she asked me first “where I was from?” … to then tell me “to go back to the U.S.”? As I did the first time we spoke, I tried my Willy Smith smile and kept going.
As part of their theater they continue to threaten me, kind of challenging me to have fist fights(?!) with them. Something they have been doing since I was moved here is walking on my (right) side of pathways even though the paths on Enzlauerpark are wide enough and there is no one on their own (right) way, which is also the one facing the traffic where I live. They were doing the same thing to me in NYC, pushing me for no reason whatsoever (other than hundreds of people crossing your way constantly and slightly jostling you if necessary, which is not the case here in PF). The NYPD always sets up such incidents as an entrapment which could end up being fatal to you: a lady drives her elbow forcefully towards your chest (not just the NYC jostle) and keeps walking as if nothing had happened, while two groups of plain clothed police stand by to kill you “if necessary”. There are laws against chasing people for minor incidents in which no one gets hurt. Those people initially physically assaulting you would say: “Oh, I am sorry. You are the one chasing, being offensive to me …”
All that silly nonsense may seem to be random, minor incidents with distracted people, but, no; mostly the same people do it every time and as they go about it, they stare at you in mocking ways. If you were to just avoid those “distracted” people, they would then switch lanes or come up with some other nonsense, so I have been claiming my right of way, come what may. They also continue messing with my bike each time I have had to leave it parked, except when I leave it right in front of the police main station on Bahnhoffstraße (“there you have it”). They have messed with my bike even when I have left it on the parking lot of the police station in Brötzingen (the place where I was interviewed in regards zu der „gefährlichen Körperverletzung“). Those V-Leute in Brötzingen are really active, among them the one living right next to my doctor’s praxis.
You may wonder if I have come to believe you are my mother, my school teacher or private bodyguard. None of those. I am reaching out to you on this matter because it relates to the case you handled. As you interviewed me, you told me: “V-Leute were not supposed to be doing such things to people”, which made me wonder about what they -are- supposed to be doing. So far, even if not that intensively aggressive, but kind of amateurish compared to the NYPD/FBI/USG, except for a few exceptions such as not using minors as V-Leute while they are at school (which, as the very FBI operating manual specified, is “legal” in the U.S.), they have been doing almost exactly the same kinds of things that they do in the U.S. And, no, I don’t think it is the CIA doing the field work (calling the shots?, maybe; on the paying end?, most likely!). The Pforzheimer Police department has started to take a more active role in the harassment towards me including trials at good-old NYPD entrapment techniques.
On what seem to be “new developments”, around 10 Uhr on Monday January 25th, 2021, some people dressed as and acting like local PF police performed some theatrical skits at the Kaufland store in Eutingen: a V-man was acting as if he was being searched while some other police officers walked around me/my backpack. As I walked by, they were gesturing to me as if they were inviting me to be searched, letting me know “I was going to be next”. I did what I always do in such cases. I noticed them and kept going my way without letting them start a back and forth with me. Then, when I arrived home, two other individuals dressed as police on a „sozialle Ordnung“ police car played a smiling “good police” skit, coming towards me as if they were my hometown friends or something.
Tuesday February 2nd, at around 8 AM right after the Kaufland store in Eutingen opened, I spent little more than two minutes redeeming some bottles and getting a cheap sandwich. It was enough time for them to send someone to “monitor” me while I was inside for some other one to mess with the chain of my bike and flatten the back tire. On Wednesday, February 3rd, as I came back from my doctor’s visit in Stuttgart (where, as expected, they “fielded” me), police were conducting a road check right after the intersection at the exit of the Kaufland store. I did park my bike, as I always do, on the fence across the street, right in front of the place where like 6 police officers were searching cars. When I came out I noticed one V-man staring at me and 10 police officers (one of them looking like a higher ranking officer) paying attention to me and that, once again, my bike had been purposely pushed down to the floor, its back tire flattened and the chain unhinged. Apparently, based on their facial expressions, some police could not understand, didn’t quite agree with what they had just seen. I just angrily took my bike and walked away, without giving them any attention, which seemed to be what they wanted.
On Monday February 8th as I came home they had their street theater ready on the narrow pathway on Eutingen Straße. Some idiot almost runs into me for no reason whatsoever and another one waited for me right in my building, acting as if he was part of the administration, was about to do the same again. On another occasion, idiot puts a measuring tape across the pathway and takes pictures of it, me. I have been driving my bike on the grass or the road when I have noticed them to avoid them/their nonsense and keep going my way.
Something interesting about TI related repression experiences is the noticeable change in people when “they lose their innocence” from being naive about repression to having to accept that “it does happen”, as well as the asymmetric logic they tend to employ to rationalize such matters into their minds. Some initially believe you are in need of “professional help”, but then change their mind when they actually relate to you, some other ones can’t even understand what you are talking about, but then either “start getting paid” by “trying to help you” or avoid you altogether and some other ones refuse to harass you, start respecting you for a reason.
On a Saturday I had stepped out to the park. V-Leute came into the container room where I live and locked the door to the bathroom in a way that I had to use tools to open it. I also noticed some dirt on my desk, but, apparently, nothing was missing. They do such things so that the police would not take such incidents seriously and you would be ashamed to talk about them (other people will think you are “crazy”). There is, however, always a psychological payload to such stupid deeds: “We can and do come into your place”, “we can do whatever we want with you, … including lacing your food with whichever pharma sh!t (as the NYPD/FBI/USG was doing), … poisoning you/letting you go … and no one will ever know”. A Young Turks’ spokesperson related how his office (and later his home) was broken into and his car stolen on the same night on different parts of town:
Perhaps, it happened by chance. Yet, those kinds of “incidents” happen way too often in current day U.S.A. when (as Trump put it) “you are doing something you are not supposed to be doing” ™. I don’t find him that critical. He just regurgitates what other people have said and reads off sections of users’ manuals to people on camera to try to open their eyes/spike their mindfulness about privacy issues, excesses and abuses by the government.
Those “messages” are always directed towards you and you only, so they expected for me to just open the door when I needed to use the restroom. I chose not to and they even harassed me when I tried to use the restroom at the church I have been visiting. I could and would have pissed and shat in the bush, anyway. When I noticed the door to the bathroom locked, I decided to let my Hausmeisters/landlord know for them to open the door themselves since they tend to double tap their nonsense. Early morning on Monday I came down to let them know. They could not make sense of it: what kind of Leute did you find in your room?, but how did they get in?, why didn’t you call the police? No, I didn’t tell them, as I usually do, that -they are the police, eigentlich!-. My Hausmeisters came and unlocked the door with some pliers. V-Leute had just locked the door, no extra noticeable jokes. I worried that would be taken as some kind of weird nonsense by that “crazy US-Amerikaner” (“he comes from Amerika after all”, as some people have half jokingly said). Frau Jakob looked a bit worried as she asked me: „Wie können wir Ihnen helfen“? (How can we help you?)
I have been told: “we also have V-Leute in Germany, as well”. But they haven’t taken over the whole country/government, yet; and, hopefully, they won’t ever. Mr. Umbrella has been so far the most active one. There is also that V-man (with his V-dogs?) who had been harassing me in the area apparently visually coordinating his nonsense with other idiots online using avatars with dogs. I stopped seeing him after that locked door incident. Lately, they have been using a young Middle Eastern lady for their pathway theatrics, a V-man pretending to be drunk (but drunkards shouldn’t be able to walk towards you as you dodge them, right?) and another one with a large cart hinged to his bike. Why is it so hard for V-Leute to understand they could just fuck off my existence? I guess money helps them “understand” I am some “crazy dude who needs to be watched/harassed” …
Obviously, they seem to be using the „gefährliche Körperverletzung“ police report as “narrative” to entrap me. If I didn’t know those people to be morally deafferented, I would wonder if those people notice that they are using someone’s condition to try to forcefully coerce him into whatever bs they fancy. To them, they are “‘just’ trying to talk to you” ™. What is so wrong about “‘just’ talking to you”, right?, “you are the one being ‘unreasonable'” …
V-Leute had started to get “active”, yelling at and threatening me again; challenging me to have fist fights with them. I wonder what is the thing about fist fights. I thought it was a cultural thing by African people, but German V-Leute on the streets have been doing the same. Are fist fights something V-Leute “are supposed to be doing”? Do the CIA/German government/police think it OK to treat people as if they were bullies in a middle school’s cafeteria? I find that so stupid that I find annoying having to talk about it, but one of my Beraters, told me the other day something as he helped me get a cell phone that bugged my mind. As I walked out of the office, I was like: did my ears just hear Milan suggest to me to “‘just’ talk to them”? This time around it was not anymore my ex-CIA friend Julianne telling me such things. I also remember once Milan told me “V-Leute had to do what their handlers tell them”. What does he mean? Mr. Kopriva, does that make OK what they do? Are we talking here about “following orders” being OK? Those morons seem to take coordinating and acting out their nonsense in groups as “their handlers tell them” as their Ersatz for morality.
Now, before the eyes of your mind start rolling while wondering if it gets anymore hopeless than my counselors “suggesting” to me to “‘just’ talk to them” and what kind of people would “suggest” such things, let me tell you that Milan is (seems to be?) an all around nice guy. He doesn’t look like a V-man at all from any angle you would look at him. He even sports pinko tattoos. (I have always consider safer not to let people know about the themes of the tattoos on my buttocks). Why didn’t I ask him right at that very moment what did he effing mean? Well, I never mix problems. He was helping me get a phone and that would have been a totally different line of “conversation” (downright offensive towards me, may I say). I just took it as “licensed mockery” which is something I am getting used to here. That situation made me think of a story told by a Native American lady who was asked by a psychiatrist to disrobe (she could not understand why, but thought the doctor knows best). Then doc told her that: “OK, he would have sex with her”. She could not understand at all her doctor’s Freudian solicitation but it didn’t matter because she didn’t count. As it happened to me with that other lawyer defending the other US-Amerikaner (Dr. Reinhard Marx), it is OK to mock a US-Amerikaner asking for asylum in Germany, even charging him mocking fees. By the way, after I thought about that failure I realized that most likely Milan knew he was sending me in harm’s way (he put anxious faces and blushed as he was on the phone with them), but chose not to tell me the reason for his anxiety. Another of the character traits that have helped me keep my sanity is that I never think/speak for other people (imagine!, as Lennon sang, if my devilishly associating mind would take care of that for me ;-)). I should also let you know that social workers here are not like in the U.S. just mouth pieces for the government even getting bonuses for doing what papa gov wants.
I will never “‘just’ talk to them” and probably you shouldn’t either. As they say: “you don’t say ‘hello’ to your warden”. Even while abstracting away the totally morally debasing act that would be, I don’t understand at all that “‘just’ talk to them” idea. Louis Armstrong famously answered to someone asking “what was Jazz?”: “If I have to explain it to you, you will never understand it.”
I have seen in print often enough in German the term „Zersetzung“ (which meaning I tried to explain to Milan), e.g.: Der Spiegel 19.09.2020, Ende von der 11. Seite: „Die Bewegung (der Unter Gläubigen) wirkt demokratiezersetzend …“. Something that I love about German journos is how they try to “make sense”, be „sachlich“ sorrily bringing themselves into problems. The point of that journo seemed to be that the state has also in addition to “a monopoly on violence” (as Hobbes or Foucault was it?) put it, a monopoly on lying and manipulating, as well. And, hey!, “the FBI says so”. Now, as one of the demonstrably wrong points that Der Spiegel’s article makes, isn’t that the same FBI which, as their very operations manual specifies:
as part of the continuation of their MK-Ultra programs has been abusing people with Directed Energy Weapons as guinea pigs for their nonsensical research on social control? By the way, that RCL guy is niggah me questioning Pulitzer Prize Glenn Greenwald’s high moral ground from where he seemingly writes while “keeping” his reporting. My basic point was that he would not have a moral high ground to question corrupt business people and politicians (they also see as “responsible” what they do), that the world famous lawyer he is, he knows that you can’t start a case against the government based on philosophical points and that he was making himself an accomplice by avoiding to say the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth). I don’t think Glenn is a mean guy. Bolsonaro’s V-Leute attacked him in Brazil on camera! He is definitely not one of those “responsible” journos. What are “responsible” journos in the U.S.? Well, one of the downright weird ideas that I encountered in the U.S. was hearing journos openly talking in mocking ways about “that unreasonable expectation that We the people had about their job primarily being truthfully informing them”. What did they effing mean?: that that would be the job of activists, not theirs. Their job is writing stories people would pay to read. Glenn did a formidable job while denouncing the assassination of Marielle Franco and her driver (Gomes). What I mean is related to Snowden airing his opinion about the reporting on the NSA’s abuses and excesses not being “irresponsible” enough. I definitely believe Glenn to be smart and morally grounded enough to understand Snowden’s point and/or there are issues that I don’t know about/understand. What I was trying to explain to him with my lacking persuasive skills and broken English was that if you are not “irresponsible” then it happens the same as with pathogens in one’s own body. Our bodies just get used to, incorporates them into their metabolism. The NSA, CIA, … actually used the Snowden revelations to show a “social face”, with facebook accounts and such cr@p. Glenn does expose wrong doings by USG all the time, but he does it mostly in ways that I can see only because I have the physical and technical knowledge to understand what it means and I know well how sick in their minds politicians and police are. To most people in the U.S. what he is saying is: “what do you make of most space in the universe being void?”. People can’t understand how easily the government gets to collect every single bit of information they consciously or functionally generate as they go about their lives by just rerouting that data over fiber channels to Toronto/Canada and back (which basically costs zero comma nada and given the speed of light, they would not be able to perceive at all). We the people think they would have to go to Canada and back every time to hear some rumor in town. It is a journo’s job to convey ideas to people in ways they can understand, make sense of and use; otherwise, what you are doing is “talking to words”.
Milan told me „Zersetzung“ was just East German stasi slang. I also had to explain to fully-bilingual him the meaning of the English expression: “seeing the forest for the trees”. Milan’s “suggestion” has motivated me to explain why I would never do such a thing, I just can’t. I have to debug his “suggestion” off my mind/spirit.
When I was a little boy teachers avoided talking to me during classes (which, of course, the whole class noticed as well, kids would even tell their own parents). My mother explained to me that those teachers weren’t mean (which I could see) that they were acting in that way to avoid having to write thorough going reports about what “the children of the counter revolutionaries” were saying and doing in school. Cuban people tend to be very socially involved. There was this famous guy who constantly traveled the world around as the famous coach of the Cuban baseball team (Juán Ealo). The guy was very nice and liked kids very much. He would every time bring souvenirs to all kids in the neighborhood, except to my siblings and me. Other kids would shamefully hide theirs when they saw us. I don’t think that I gave a shit about souvenirs, really (I even saw it as a way to “compensate” because my family living overseas would send me stuff; but there were other kids whose parents regularly traveled and brought then sh!t “de afuera”, as well.) I just wanted to understand why all of that was happening. My mother gave me the same kind of explanation. Ealo was actually protecting us and at the same time “sacrificing” us in order to be able to be nice to all other kids, be “himself” the best way he could “given the circumstances”. Ealo once clearly showed to me not only that he cared about me as well, but also that he had been spiritually tormented by his own actions. Nonetheless, the mind of that little boy solved those kinds of problems he was facing everywhere by realizing that people doing such things are not quite human beings, they can’t possibly be. “Talking to them” would be like trying to talk mosquitoes into understanding moral imperatives. That idea has been later reinforced by my experience as a teacher. Society uses a certain amount of living time to determine/expect you to understand morality, be able to respect and carry social responsibilities, being enlisted “to serve your country”, … when many (most?) adults mentally and morally never fully develop (which could have neurobiological, Anthropological reasons). Julianne would use this moment to tell me those sweet things she tells people. I am not talking about having such things as fixed “moral classes”. Lysander explained to me that I should not think that there are widespread confabulations among people to do evil, that, as all kinds of social experiments have shown, most people are base, careless, stupid like that (and most of those who are decent are naive about police, they think they are “helping you” while offering “token help” to them). Governments just use that to mess with the people they target. You may be able to do a better job at describing in a “less offensive”, “more persuasive” way what I am talking about here. I am only describing clinically what I mean. You may also find them interesting. Braindumping my experiences in part has healing, soothing effects on me. The incurably romantic silly idiot I am, I give a “philosophical” spin to what I describe, which, spiritually speaking, is a bit healthier. V-Leute are part of a large institution. They think themselves as “providing a most needed service to society”, but “where the rubber meets the road”, they actually are individuals justifying remunerations by using you as their Pokemon. They have so much detailed information about every one of us that they can’t help think of you as a lab rat which they can and should make walk around the maze in whichever way they fancy.
For whatever reason people seem to think of/define other people by using constructs such as their government, ideologies, class, race, ethnicity, having money or not, … when most people behave and think like they had never been able to make it out of middle school. In a “what the hell is water?” way, asking V-Leute/”their handlers” why they do what they do is like asking dogs why they sniff each other’s butt or why they pee on the curb. This is what being a dog -means- so they would not be able to think around the “whys” underlying their actions. Those actions (hopefully, not fully) define their very being. As I was telling my brother, now I have come to respect the open, on your face and well-documented repression by the Cuban government, who own, go about their repression as respectfully and formidably as German people (for the most part) own their history. You wouldn’t find in German museums theme park stories about “how nice they are”, “because” “during WWII, they let Native American Indians become U.S. citizens for them to be able to ‘serve their country’ …” Yeah, I know, that ideation is so twisted on so many levels that you will think of it as some elaborate sarcasm! Visit the Native American Indians museum in Indianapolis and you will see what I mean. I know gringos and German people well enough to try to translate the mindset underlying such ideations. It would be like German people having in their museums stories about how nice they were that Jewish people being abused by their own Jewish Warsaw ghetto police would implore them for help or saying that they were so respectful of their culture that they culturally grouped people and let the extermination camps be run by inmates; and, hey!: „Arbeit macht frei“, no? The thing is that gringos are so well “kept”, that they don’t even get offended about what you are saying which historical facts they could check for themselves. They can’t even “understand” you/parse the idea behind what you are telling them.
All V-Leute do, they do in ways that if attention isn’t paid to the context of the incidents, you seem to be in need of some professional help: “Madman Mr. López is walking around the neighborhood threatening people”, when it is more like: “there are V-Leute being notified when López is about to go out (sensors in your room, your behavioral patterns and AI), specially that well known V-man in Eutingen walking around with an extra large umbrella on sunny days, who has been very actively following, fielding, gangstalking and clowning López, giving him mocking looks as he drives on his noisy bike after the chain has been unhinged”. One time V-Leute had been yelling at and threatening him, López got angry and let that idiot know he also had his “umbrella”. In the U.S. it is downright offensive for people you don’t know and with whom you have no business whatsoever to be paying any attention to you, as they say: “mind your business”. They have explained to me, it is as well here in Germany. I have switched to NYC mode. I will still help the single mothers where I live in any way I can. They will have to do some more work for me to stop doing so. Being the naturally nice fellow I am at times they have got me off guard. I will not talk back to anyone blabbing me on the streets. Besides, how do they know that I speak German? I have been dodging them profusely. I hope they won’t start chasing me as I dodge them.
After I had written up this rant, on Wednesday, February 17th at around 11:20 AM, two groups of them were “fielding” me again (they know where you are going, so they wait for you) at the parking lot of the ALDI store in Eutingen. I offer to them the least surface to interact with me; so, I put my stuff in my backpack before I went out of the store, pushed in the cart and walked away. One of them followed me with their stupid smalltalk bs. I kept walking, telling him to “eff off”. More theatrics on my way back, “they get you coming and going”. Now, about “trying to talk mosquitoes into moral imperatives”: governments nowadays have such a degree of control individually over all of us, that they do not only know what you are doing and about to do real time (AI), they also have access to all kinds of information about you (including medical records) and justify salaries by reading your emails “to analyze you”. Even if they hadn’t spoken to me, the fact that they were awaiting me is offensive to me. In fact, even if they were not doing anything to me, that tax payers’ moneys are being used to “remunerate” (that is the legal term in the U.S., they don’t say -pay- “because” their account would not be valid in court, yes! word play is good enough for lawmakers) V-Leute for harassing people “simply” because the government tells them to do so I would find contemptuous. “Caruso” (whose actual name as I learned from the police report is Joy Solomon) was telling me that he did not understand why I was calling him a V-man, that “he used to work with the police in his country”. He would say that as if such a difference is something to be proud of. You tell me about what could you possibly “‘just’ talk to them”.
There are more important underlying issues here at play which transcend me. As Assange put it “‘just’ talking to them” would be “wrestling with pigs”. What I have always done is openly and falsifiably talking -about- (not to) them, dumping their sh!t back on their faces, which, as they have let me know, is especially what they hate about me. In general, repression/social control is not the same in Germany and the U.S., where they aggressively seek “results” and it is virtually impossible to tell apart government officials from police and V-Leute. They call it “acting intelligently”. Believe me, being able to sleep well once in a while makes such a difference! Would you expect a police officer investigating an incident in a detention center for refugees to write on an official report that, in my opinion, Caruso was a V-man?! However, in Germany as in the U.S. they frame their repression in the same way, by “motivating” the people they target into “‘just’ talking to them”. What would be the point of having an explaining position towards a “monopoly on violence”? After they outrightly gang attacked me in the U.S. they started telling me: “we have already ‘spoken’ to you”. I hoped they could see the expectations relating to their actions to be baseless.
They ideate in their sick, twisted minds that by bending you into a “‘just’ talking to them” disposition towards them, you would be tacitly acquiescing to their unethical abuse and torture. You would be clearing them from being a repressive state. You are the one “choosing” to “‘just’ talk to them” after all, right? What is their argument? As the dictatorial Cuban government does, why can’t they expressly put it in writing? officially tell you? If someone is doing something illegal why not pressing charges on them? Once you “‘just’ talk to them”, become an asshole, tacitly choose to respect them, agree to their terms, you have agreed to let them do whatever they want with you. Perhaps it is not the best example, but Nobel Peace Prize Obama running the largest kill list ever, actually openly used as justification that “USG had been on speaking terms” with Anwar al-Awlaki without specifying about what to not only kill him and his minor U.S.-born son via drone strikes; but his 8-year old daughter was later killed by the Trump administration, as well.
People have asked me: “why would they do that to you?”. They haven’t answered that very question I have posed to them many times. Bobby Fischer and Bob Marley didn’t have an answer to that question either. Bobby’s mother walked away, leaving him as a teenager to fend for himself in the apartment because “all he could do was play chess”, but even though USG couldn’t even tell who his father was and he won the Chess championship for great old Amerika during the cold war, there seemed to be something about him other than his hippie, question authority mother which required their attention. After the assassination attempts to Bob Marley the Jamaican government narrowed down the incident to USG paid perpetrators and openly voiced and continued voicing their findings after Kissinger openly expressed his concerns. USG was concerned about the empowering, questioning effect of Marley’s lyrics. Yet, you don’t need to be “high profile” to have the misfortune of getting the attention of “monopolies on violence”. Here is another first person story definitely better than my rant by someone illusive enough to believe that you can “‘just’ talk to them”. Rafie even wanted to be “patriotically helpful”, or as they say in the U.S. offer “token help” to the police:
As they were doing to him, V-Leute act as if you were having a forceful conversation with them, anyway. They don’t care if that harassment induces your wife to a miscarriage. To them “you are creating those problems to yourself for not doing as they say”. They coordinate their actions as if they were cornering you inch by inch until they “break” you one way or another. The most important aspect while legitimizing their bs is working you into a conversational, explaining disposition towards them to then “manage” you, make you do whatever they want. It is not just that their shaky ego gets hurt when they are ignored. Like the mentally ill, they would fancy whatever and then make you responsible for their own ideations: “we had sex yesterday night and it was great!” (mentally ill people can’t get that was just a dream/some ideation “in their head” and they can’t get around that idea even if you were to explain, “‘just’ talk” to them). Now, imagine mentally ill people protected and paid by the government!
Here in Germany they do sh!t they don’t in the U.S. for example standing in cashier lanes and observing what you buy (probably, because as I told you, amazingly, here they don’t have cameras everywhere! (it is illegal) and also because I pay with cash? or because they are making sure you are taking with you something they collocated, expected you to get?). They do some weird sh!t I would call “farewells”: the main V-person giving you sh!t fields you and acts in a passive, kind of amicable way, then you don’t see him/her ever again (they do that to prime you to the next idiot they will send your way: “you see I am not such a bad crazy person after all”). They do “constellations”: bunch of V-Leute hang out around you in a passive way (I think expecting, awaiting for you to get “social” towards them). They tend to be around you at the same times that other “active” V-Leute give you shit, but after you let them know you are very much aware they are V-Leute, most of them disappear from the scene. They also “dangle” themselves in front of you. As they were doing with that Conakry guy living next to me. It is a form of fielding in which V-Leute show up unexpectedly, say, on a crossing or coming out of some place as you walk by. In such skits they act like they didn’t see/know of you walking by or being at some place. I once mentioned that Cuban people are the most African in Latin America and that we have Yoruba cultural roots stemming from Nigeria to notice the next day all kinds of people around wearing fancy dashikis, even though I knew well many of them were not from Nigeria. This is what they learn in their research with lab rats. It seems to be some sort of “imprinting” kind of “learning” as Konrad Lorenz (Austrian ethnologist) noticed with the ducks following his boots around: “you start believing the thing you see to be part of your very reality”. I am not a visual person to begin with. That is why they tried for a guy I nicknamed “Caruso” to yell his head off on the next room to mine “singing” (he would say he was just “praying”): “I believe you are my brother, I believe we can live together, I believe you are just like that …”. He would start yelling those chants off the top of his lungs at 2 AM while everybody around him was trying to sleep.
To abuse you with another line of “persuasion”, another example would be Einstein. He thought the same of Jewish people siding with Nazism and, by the way, I am not using examples „von der Zeit der braunen Scheiße“ as a cheap way to rub that kind of sh!t on the face of the German people/government. In a multicultural sense I am myself German as well and as I have openly maintained “freedom lovers” would not hold a moral ground to even Nazism. The underlying tenet of that thing called “Western civilization” is that it is OK to mess with “negritos”. In the same way that V-Leute want for you to “‘just’ talk to them”. Those kinds of people say they are just “freedom loving” negritos and talk themselves into believing it, inventing “philosophies” and “doctrines” if necessary. To a large extent Nazism was motivated into existence by the attempt of European Imperial powers to turn Germany into their “negritos”, as well. Those ideations by Romans about German tribes/peoples as smelly druids who didn’t know of bathing and shared their dwellings with their farting cows and pigs survived through the ages as Germans being inherently/genetically “crazy”/crazily racist, … “therefore” Nazism; which, to me, is as baselessly wrong as those “‘the’ land of ‘the’ ‘free’ and ‘the’ ‘brave’ …” ideations when pretty much all USG has ever done is abusing people who can’t defend themselves on an equal basis. My question to “Western civilization”/”imperial powers” is: why is it exactly people can’t do to you what you have done to other people ever since and call it glory? Aren’t “freedom lovers” “good Christians”?
I have been told (and that kind of twisted thinking is the norm in the U.S.): “you cannot target/repress people openly because there are laws protecting the rights of individuals”. If you want to hear another perspective as to why you should never “‘just’ talk to them” I would recommend this ted talk about the stasi (no wonder the BND bought them wholesale into their ranks):
Unfortunately, Herr Knabe hasn’t been honest enough to continue his research after the Wiedervereinigung.
One of the laughable themes you notice here in Germany in addition to calling V-Leute “right wing extremists” (of course, they are the government!, they must be!, how on earth could they have known that I was about to be deported; which, as the very officers of the German government put in writing, bold and underlined letters, was being planned secretly?) is the apparent perceptive blindness after the Wiedervereinigung to what went on in East Germany to an extent that it seems that East Germany never happened. Why? My guess is: they want for “We the people” to remain oblivious about what went on there, for it not to become a theme in their awareness because this is what and how they do in the West as well. After the social revolt that put an end to the stasi and the East German government, they were about to give everyone their stasi dossier, but Western “intelligence” agencies screamed a “Nooo, don’t!” as loud and they possibly could to stop that from happening. Why? That would have been an excellent way to actually show the wrong doings of the stasi/”communists”? But they would have not only shown to people what every other so-called intelligence agency does and how, but also after the Snowden revelations, that comparing the stasi with the NSA, CIA, FBI … is an odd joke. However, let me restate that people here (both West and East Germans) are very much aware of V-Leute, which was one of the reasons that made me wonder why a person like Milan would suggest such thing to me. I know you may take it as jest, but in the U.S. do not only some (most?) targeted individuals believe USG is reading, implanting dreams in, directly talking to, seeing through their mind; some TIs have openly wondered about Vladimir Putin being the one behind such business within the U.S. This is how well “kept”, clueless they had been. Hopefully, things have been changing lately.
As my dad used to say to me: “there is only one kind of people” -pretty much- (my qualification). At the very least here in Germany I have been able to sleep soundly again once in a while. What an experience! I shouldn’t be mentioning that, but I am “confident” enough to put my belief to the test. Yesterday night, I clearly noticed the tenuous wolf-fiths, hissing noises and other loud ones at night after I had explained to my sister on the phone that as one of the reasons why I will never go back to the U.S. There are other aspects about the German government which to me are kind of like in Cuba (which given the options I think would be much better than the way USG goes about their repressive business). As Dr. Horton showed to us, they even include exceptions for V-Leute right in their tax code (which is public information, I must add):
German tax book by Franz Konz mentioning the „Spitzelsteuer“ (tax rate for informants):
Due to those tax laws favouring them, V-Leute may see what they do as a well-paid hobby. I stopped relating to my best friend here in Germany because she rationalized a friend’s decision to become a V-woman in that way (“she needed the money for her family”). What I find great is that they make it explicit right on their tax code. Yet, the greatest joke of them all by the German government has Obamaesque overtones. The institution running the V-Leute business is der Bundesamt für Verfassungsschutz, which translated to U.S. English and mindset would be something like the “Department for Constitutional Watch”. Like Obama who sat his black ass on all those fancy law schools for 12 years studying “constitutional law” to then thoroughly wipe it with the very U.S. Constitution. Here are the first three stanzas of The German Constitution (Grundgesetzt):
https://www.bundestag.de/gg | https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grundgesetz_für_die_Bundesrepublik_Deutschland
(1) Die Würde des Menschen ist unantastbar. Sie zu achten und zu schützen ist Verpflichtung aller staatlichen Gewalt.
(2) Das Deutsche Volk bekennt sich darum zu unverletzlichen und unveräußerlichen Menschenrechten als Grundlage jeder menschlichen Gemeinschaft, des Friedens und der Gerechtigkeit in der Welt.
(3) Die nachfolgenden Grundrechte binden Gesetzgebung, vollziehende Gewalt und Rechtsprechung als unmittelbar geltendes Recht.
You tell me if it can possibly get any more Obamaesque than that.
As a comparison between similar incidents in the U.S. and Germany: (in NYC/USA) based on the last time you bought some, the correlation of the other items you bought, … (heck! they could even tell when the monkey was about to masturbate and would invite themselves into it! (“look, there goes the monkey again!”)), they know you will soon run out of guava paste bars, which are like spiritual medicine for every true Cuban. When I arrived at the stand in the supermarket the guava paste bars were missing (the lazy rear ends they are they just left an empty space where it was). I went to tell the manager, he asked me: “what do you mean?”, then went with me to the stand to see what I meant, put a funny, doubting face and went to talk to their employees. Before going into their warehouse he told me: “wait right here”, but he never came back. I wonder if he had chosen to eat all guava bars. They are delicious! Here at the ALDI store in Eutingen I could even tell you who is one of the managers being notified to take away the lactose-free milk before I arrive: an older, darker skin/middle Eastern looking, not that tall guy who doesn’t seem to like to be losing his hair. I haven’t been able yet to totally digest that they use Middle Eastern people here in Germany as V-Leute. As they say: „anderes Land, andere Sitten“. As expected, as part of their deamonizing, the employers of that store were told about what I was saying and they reacted with some mocking side comments among themselves: “do you know what happened to the lactose-free milk?”. Their handlers want you to entertain the belief that you are having a forceful conversation with them anyway.
What is all that sh!t about? It is all part of „Zersetzung“. As the East German government thoroughly “studied”, “researched” and put into practice, they don’t outrightly kill you “because” “in ‘a democracy’ you shouldn’t be doing that” ™. Since they are such humane folks, they would instead put you under „Zersetzung“ to “decompose”/”kill” -your life-. Some people have committed suicide. As part of my research interest on consciousness studies, I have read quite a bit about such matters. These experiments they have done with animals:
They get “Jimmy the monkey” to the point that it goes to a corner of the cell and kills itself by inanition and, this is the interesting part: even if they try to feed Jimmy, be in good terms with him again, he can’t go back to its previous mental state, this is the end effect/goal of Zersetzung. I haven’t found anything close to an actual, factual explanation for that. Part of being alive is the negentropic, self-revitalizing aspect relating to one’s own metabolism, but deep in me I see some of it even if I would never commit suicide. Psychologists term that kind of abuse “conditioning”, “learning”, “habituating”. They think because they make V-Leute give me dirty looks, mess with anything I try to do, I will return to the U.S. Some call it plain old irrationality, some other “freedom of thought”. Einstein (again) said that he knew two things to be infinite: Human stupidity and the Universe, and about the second he wasn’t sure.
The problem with monkey me is that: a) I will not get too upset (that cr@p doesn’t really get under my skin deep enough) because I don’t see those kinds of idiots intersubjectively in any way (as human beings with whom I could possibly establish a line of communication, I just can’t) and/or would expect them to behave in any other way; b) hippie monkey me is very much “aware” of what they do and how, and; c) at some point, especially if you have been exposed to it since you were a child, you start getting immune to their bs.
I have a TI friend in NYC who was able to “get them to talk to him”! He, like me, was being unrelentingly bothered by the NYPD, could not make sense of it (they may have also been “capturing his mind”) and refused to “‘just’ talk to them”. A SWAT team came one day knowing well he was inside with loudly barking dogs and pried open, pushed down his apartment door and “searched” his apartment turning everything upside down. To his amazement they (among them a high ranking military officer) didn’t take off their badges as they routinely do! He somehow found a lawyer who was worth his spine who told him: “now we have a case!” As girls tell you: “you want me, right? OK, this is how I like it.” A number of times they came to my place and wildly banged my apartment door. Unfortunately, they never shoved it down as they did to my friend.
The very similar peculiar faces of not having heard anything and attempting a self-imposed fastidious, that-is-beyond-the-point kind of quietness when you tell their bluff, have made me think of Darwin’s work on the outer expressions of animal feelings. They are the same kind of people everywhere. The ones who had been harassing my mother, my family and me since I was a little boy. The same ones who, to just cite a few examples, snitched Sophie Scholl/the members of the white rose movement, droved Aaron Swartz and Sarah Bland to commit suicide and outrightly killed Brazilian Congresswoman Marielle Franco and her driver to then have Trump publicly praise them (among them Bolsonaro’s very son) “for their good work”.
The military junta that had taken over the rule of the country tried to persuade sharp as ever Jorge Luis Borges as he left Argentina in protest. Borges’ response to their nonsense was: “how could you possibly repress people without killing them?” (and kill/”disappear” lots of people they did!) They tried that V-Leute nonsense in the U.S. for 25 years and have continued it here. I can’t “‘just’ talk to them” and they are a “monopoly on violence”. I wonder if the time will come that the German government will decide to make the wonderfully cozy Enz river claim the homely competition that the NYC’s East and Hudson rivers had in the 1980’s about finding people’s heads and other body parts floating adrift. I do know that I will never: 1) commit suicide; 2) return to the U.S.; 3) “‘just’ talk to them”. I have itemized those three issues even though to me they are one and the same. To me going back to the U.S. would be not only “‘just’ talking to them”, but acquiescing to their abuses and torture towards me and many other people. Yet, to show the downright nice and reasonable fellow I am, I am willing to soften a bit item §3 -if and only if- the CIA/US-, German government/police/V-Leute would put in writing the answer to the following very basic questions (doctors tell people the truth even when they are about to die, the courts told me all I had to say I had to put in writing, why couldn’t the government do the same towards the people?):
a) how/from whom do they know of and about me?;
b) how exactly am I a “terrorist”, “extremist”, “threat to society”, “criminally minded” dude, …?;
c) how do they know where I am 24/7 even though I don’t carry a cell phone or any other device which could be tracked electronically? (or, when I do, I put them in a Faraday cage);
d) how do they gain access to any form of supposedly private:
d.1) communication from and to me even if I am using a computer at a public library or a pay phone?;
d.2) mail parcels coming my way? (they have delayed my mail and made sure some spy glasses I had bought to take pictures of them were “dead on arrival”);
e) why are they gang stalking and harassing me wherever I am and go, spreading wild rumors about me, messing with my bike, entering my dwelling, …;
f) who is paying them?;
g) from whom do they get their instructions?, and, since local police have become quite active lately;
h) where have you been when V-Leute have been harassing me?
Since those idiots think they not only can, but “have the moral and social responsibility” to play God, they may be able to use their time machine to go back and change the environment that conditioned that little boy to think they aren’t quite human beings, but I am not so sure the outcome of that attempt will be a Leibnizian “best of all possible worlds” later or now. Most people who know me well consider me to have come out of it as a wholesome, decent, nice and true individual.
I keep telling you “schizophrenia” is a good thing. BAMF and the courts have told me that “if anything, I could have moved somewhere else within the U.S.”, that my account is not „glaubhaft“ (plausible), … while the German government, very obviously at the request of the CIA/their key Allie („niggah nicht gut“) does exactly the same to me here. Why would the German government develop such a repressive obsession towards me if not to please their key Allie? Why have they tried twice to deport me back to the U.S.?
I have endured physical assaults by V-Leute here in Germany five times so far. That clearly shows that I am not a senselessly violent person, that I am actively avoiding problems with those idiots, since I know what their goal is. As they do also in the U.S., they have resumed paying visits to me where I live with stories about cockroaches (the previous stories were about “God saving my soul” if I were to “‘just’ talk to them” supposedly impersonated by Jehovah witnesses). I am very careful about basic hygiene. I had never seen a cockroach around. V-Leute pretend to be cockroaches people. They were in Cuba, in the U.S. and as it seems in Germany as well. Do they go to the same school? The guy even reacted when I asked him who had called in his service. He seems to be the one I exposed, who was using a myHermes van to harass me in the neighborhood. By law in the U.S. you don’t have to let people into your home, not even your landlord or police (unless they come with a search warrant). This is not my home, but if these idiots show up without one of the authorities of the Wohnheim I will not let them in. I will just tell them off on the door as I always did in the U.S.
truth and peace and love,